How Creatives Can Beat Imposter Syndrome

I was talking to a friend recently and she said she was struggling with her creative projects because they weren’t turning out in the exact same way she had pictured them in her head.

“You’re a perfectionist,” I said.

She admitted I was right. She was a perfectionist and it had kept her from sharing her art with the world. “I don’t want to let people see what I’ve created until it’s perfect.”

When I asked “Why?” she said it was because, until it was perfect, she felt like a fraud.

Our conversation got me thinking about this idea of feeling like a fraud. It’s commonly called imposter syndrome, and to one extent or another, I think all creatives struggle with it. I know I do.

I was texting with another friend recently and she said that she had just finished reading my book, A Thousand Ways Home. She said she liked it very much, but that’s not the part of our conversation that stuck with me. What I heard—and what still sticks in my mind—is that she thought my chapters were short (I heard “too short”) and she found a typo (I live in fear of typos).

I’m about to release my fifth book, but I still often fear that I’m going to be found out as a fraud. I’m much more confident about my writing now than I was when I started, but I don’t think that fear of being seen as an imposter ever completely goes away, no matter if you’re a writer, an artist, a musician, or any other type of creative.

Even the best of the best have struggled with it. Maya Angelou, after writing eleven books, still thought, “Uh oh, they’re going to find out now. I’ve run a game on everybody.” If one of the most accomplished writers of all time felt that way, what chance do the rest of us have? A pretty good one, actually, because imposter syndrome isn’t about actual ability. It’s just a sneaky little voice in your head that distorts how you see yourself.

The good news? You can quiet that voice. Let’s talk about how.

What Imposter Syndrome Looks Like for Creatives

Imposter syndrome shows up in different ways. Maybe you convince yourself your latest success was a fluke, or that you’re just lucky. Maybe you compare yourself to other creatives and feel like you don’t measure up. Or maybe you’re scared to put your work out there because you think people will judge you and realize you have no idea what you’re doing.

For creatives, imposter syndrome can be particularly brutal. Your work is personal, it comes from you. So when doubts creep in, they don’t just feel like doubts about your work; they feel like doubts about you as a person. That can make you hesitant to share your work, reluctant to take risks, or even push you to overwork yourself just to prove you belong.

Why It’s a Problem

If imposter syndrome were just a passing worry, it wouldn’t be a big deal. But left unchecked, it can seriously hold you back:

  • It can stifle your creativity. If you’re constantly doubting yourself, it’s hard to take creative risks. You might second-guess your ideas or overthink everything you create.
  • It can stop you from growing. If you feel like a fraud, you might avoid submitting to galleries, pitching your book, or taking the stage.
  • It can burn you out. Feeling like you have to prove yourself all the time leads to overworking and exhaustion.
  • It can make you keep your work to yourself. If you’re scared of being “found out,” you might not share your art, music, or writing at all—and that would be a huge loss.

The worst part? Imposter syndrome doesn’t go away just because you achieve more. You might think, “Once I finish my book, I’ll feel legit,” or “Once I get my first big show, I’ll feel like a real artist.” But no, the doubts just move to the next goalpost. That’s why learning to manage imposter syndrome now is so important.

How to Overcome Imposter Syndrome as a Creative

You don’t have to let imposter syndrome run the show. Here are some strategies to quiet that nagging voice and own your creative journey.

  1. Recognize It for What It Is

First things first: acknowledge imposter syndrome when it pops up. It’s not truth. It’s just an unhelpful pattern of thinking. Plenty of wildly successful creatives feel the exact same way. Knowing that can take away some of its power.

  1. Reframe Your Thoughts

Instead of letting negative thoughts spiral, challenge them. When you think, “I’m not good enough,” ask yourself: Says who? What actual evidence do you have that you’re not talented? Spoiler: there isn’t any.

Instead of saying, “I don’t deserve this opportunity,” tell yourself, “I worked hard for this, and I’m ready.” Shift your perspective from self-doubt to self-acceptance.

  1. Stop Comparing Yourself to Others

Comparison is the thief of joy—and in the age of social media, it’s easier than ever to compare yourself to creatives who seem like they have it all together. But remember: you’re seeing their highlight reel, not the behind-the-scenes struggles.

Everyone has doubts. Everyone has bad drafts, abandoned projects, and days when they feel like they have no idea what they’re doing. Focus on your journey, not someone else’s.

  1. Keep a “Wins” List

Start keeping track of your creative wins, both big and small. Got a compliment on your artwork? Write it down. Finished a project you’re proud of? Add it to the list. Having a record of positive feedback and achievements helps when self-doubt tries to take over. Remember the praise, not just the criticism.

  1. Share Your Work Anyway

One of the best ways to push past imposter syndrome? Put your work out there despite the doubts. Scary? Yes. Necessary? Also yes. The more you share, the easier it gets. And you might be surprised; people will connect with your work in ways you never expected. This may be easier said than done, but it is necessary. The world deserves to see your art, even if you’re not convinced it’s perfect.

  1. Find Your Creative Community

Surround yourself with other creatives who get it. Talking to people who understand the struggle can be incredibly validating. A good creative community can lift you up, remind you of your strengths, and help you keep going when doubts creep in.

  1. Focus on Progress, Not Perfection

Perfectionism feeds imposter syndrome. Instead of aiming for “perfect,” aim for done. Growth comes from creating consistently, not from waiting until everything is flawless (because spoiler: it never will be). Remember: Progress matters more than perfection. Done is better than perfect.

  1. Give Yourself Permission to be a Work in Progress

Newsflash: You don’t have to be an expert at everything. You don’t have to have all the answers. Every great artist, writer, or musician was once a beginner. The fact that you’re still learning means you’re doing it right.

  1. Teach or Mentor Someone Else

Nothing will convince you that you do know what you’re doing quite like helping someone else. Mentoring another creative, offering feedback, or teaching a skill will remind you of how much knowledge and experience you actually have. In fact, that’s why I’m sharing this post.

  1. Take a Break When You Need One

Creativity isn’t an endless fountain—sometimes, you need to step away and recharge. If imposter syndrome is making you spiral, take a break. Do something that refills your cup. Creativity thrives when you give yourself space to breathe.

Confidence Is Built, Not Given

Here’s the truth: no one wakes up one day suddenly feeling 100% confident in their creative work. Confidence is built over time, through action. The more you show up, create, and push past self-doubt, the stronger your confidence grows.

Instead of waiting to feel like you belong, act like you already do. Keep making. Keep sharing. Keep learning. Eventually, imposter syndrome won’t disappear completely, but it will get a whole lot quieter.

So go ahead; write that book, paint that canvas, compose that song. The world needs your creativity. And no, you’re not a fraud. You’re an artist.

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Is Donald Trump a Russian Asset?

Donald Trump seems to really like Vladamir Putin, President of Russia. He refers favorably to Putin often, and I’ve yet to hear him criticize the Russian President, which is notable because criticism comes easily to Trump. His policies favor Russia, and he opposes policies from former administrations designed to sanction the former Soviet flagship. But does that mean Trump is a Russian asset? I don’t know, but…

I hate to make the claim that Trump is a Russian asset because, to the best of my knowledge, there is no clear evidence to back up that claim. However, there is circumstantial evidence. Lots of circumstantial evidence.

For instance, as far back as 1984, Trump met with  David Bogadan, who the FBI claims was a member of the Russian mafia. Bogadan was in New York and put down $6 million on five condos in Trump Tower. Over the years, again, according to the FBI, thirteen members of the Russian mafia owned condos or otherwise lived in Trump properties in the United States.

A few years later, in 1987, Trump met with an undercover KGB agent in New York. At the time, the KGB was recruiting U.S. businessmen. Previously, they had recruited Armand Hammer, the president of Occidental Petroleum, who became a close ally of the USSR during the Cold War. Hammer was aging (he was 89 years old at the time), and Russia needed a prominent businessman to take his place.

The KGB didn’t need businessmen to spy for them. They needed people who were prominent and influential, and who were open to wielding that influence and prominence on behalf of the USSR. They were willing to pay handsomely with business transactions, travel opportunities, as well as access to morally casual Soviet women. Trump was at the top of their recruitment list.

In 1987, Trump was developing the Grand Hyatt Hotel in New York, and like every new hotel, he needed a lot of televisions. He sourced those TVs from an electronics store that was a front for the KGB. Later that year, Trump traveled to Moscow on a trip that was reportedly arranged by the Russian intelligence service.

According to a book by Russophile Craig Unger (House of Putin, House of Trump), Trump was groomed by the KGB while in Moscow, and returned to the U.S., where he made a brief run for President in 1988. As part of his campaign, Trump took out a full-page ad in the New York Times assailing the United States’ alliance with NATO. Of course, at that time during the Cold War, the Soviets hated NATO and felt, as they do now, that NATO would collapse if the United States broke ties with the alliance.

Today, Trump continues to push for the United States to withdraw from NATO, and has made it clear that he does not support Ukraine in their war with Russia. This, despite the fact that previous administrations have strongly supported Ukraine, and Republicans, until recently, have advocated for military and humanitarian aid for Ukrainians. And despite strong support among Americans for Ukraine, Trump has moved the country’s alliance much more strongly toward Putin and the Russians.

When Trump again ran for President in 2016, the Russians had his back. They conducted a covert campaign to prop him up as a candidate and damage the candidacy of Hillary Clinton. Trump denies that Russia worked on his behalf, but investigations conducted by the FBI, the Justice Department, and the Republican-led Senate Intelligence Committee all confirmed that Russia worked to get Trump elected.

While running for president in 2016, Trump campaign officials met with a Russian attorney, Natalia Veselnitskaya, who represented Putin’s government. Veselnitskaya was later charged with money laundering and obstruction of justice. The purpose of Don Jr., Jared Kushner, Paul Manafort, and others meeting with the Russian attorney was to share dirt on Hillary Clinton. Later in the campaign, Trump confided in Russian diplomats that sanctions against Russia would be lifted if Trump was elected. Amazingly, during a debate with Clinton, Trump asked Russian intelligence to find and expose the former Secretary of State’s emails, a stunt that was as audacious as it was potentially treasonous.

During Trump’s first term as President, he met with Putin in Helsinki, and told reporters during a press conference that the Russian president told him that Russia was not involved in the 2016 election, and that he trusted Putin over U.S. intelligence sources. Think about that for a minute. The President of the United States offered to the media, in front of Putin, that he trusted the former KGB agent more than he trusted the entire U.S, intelligence community. That really is quite extraordinary.

When Covid hit the United States in 2020 and we were short on Covid testing machines, Donald Trump sent four such devices directly to Vladimir Putin, denying U.S. hospitals and American citizens use of the machines. This, despite the fact that Putin had put a bounty on killing American soldiers in Afghanistan just a year or so earlier. That’s how badly Trump wanted to be in Putin’s good graces. What happened to America First?

Since he was re-elected in 2024, Trump has continued to make moves that tend to indicate his closeness to Russia. Others would say he is demonstrating how compromised he is. Again, the evidence is circumstantial, but there’s a lot of it.

First, he nominated former Rep. Tulsi Gabbard to be Director of National Intelligence. Gabbard has long been rumored to be a Russian asset, and even while serving in the U.S. Army Reserve as a lieutenant colonel, frequently criticized U.S. policy toward Russia. Whether or not Gabbard is a Russian asset is a tough call. What isn’t a tough call is that Gabbard, a former Democrat, is not particularly well-qualified for the position of Director of National Intelligence, and that there were certainly many more people who were better qualified and didn’t carry the baggage of being a supposed Russian asset. Even so, Trump chose Gabbard over those better qualified and less hampered candidates.

Trump chose Pam Bondi to run the Department of Justice (after the disaster of Matt Gaetz), and the first thing Bondi did in her new job was to disband the DOJ task forces on foreign influence and Russia sanctions. The Foreign Influence task force was responsible for investigating violations of the Foreign Agents Registration Act (FARA), a law passed by Congress to make sure that agents for foreign governments trying to influence American lawmakers first had to register so we had a record of who these people represented and who they spoke to.

The task force responsible for enforcing sanctions against Russia was also disbanded, making it much easier for the sanctions to be violated without consequence. In other words, without the DOJ task force, the Russian sanctions become much weaker without Congress ever having to vote to weaken them.

On the same day Bondi disbanded the two task forces, she also ended the FBI’s effort into fighting foreign influence in U.S. politics. The FBI unit was in the process of investigating Russian, Chinese, and Iranian efforts to influence U.S. elections. In 2024, the unit exposed a scheme by Russian-backed media that funneled $10 million to conservative social media influencers to spread Russian propaganda and talking points. The were apparently effective, but Bondi eliminated them anyway.

Bondi’s gutting of the FBI’s efforts to track foreign influence also impacted the Cybersecurity and Infrastructure Security Agency (CISA) within Homeland Security, where several cybersecurity experts were either fired or reassigned. This allowed Elon Musk to essentially take over CISA as part of his efforts with DOGE, where he installed a 19-year-old cyber hacker with a history of criminal hacking and ties to Russia.

In January of this year, Trump signed an Executive Order allowing the government to give temporary security clearances to anyone he might choose without requiring so much as a background check, which can turn up things like financial improprieties and foreign connections. These security clearances would allow individuals access to some of our most highly classified documents without ever having to be vetted. Why?

On February 19, the CIA announced the largest round of mass firings in 50 years. That came on the heels of newly installed CIA Director John Ratcliffe sending a list of CIA employees—some of them in covert positions—to the White House in an unclassified email, which Sen. Mark Warner (D-VA) termed a “counterintelligence disaster.”  Why do we suddenly need many fewer CIA agents? Reducing the size of the CIA doesn’t seem to be in the US’s best interest. So, who does it help?

To my mind, one of the most damning bits of circumstantial evidence is Trump’s decision to go after the United States Agency for International Development (USAID) as Elon Musk’s first target for DOGE. USAID provides humanitarian aid to countries around the world. The money spent by USAID is less than one percent of the federal budget (since 2001, USAID’s budget has ranged from 0.7% to 1.4% of the federal budget), but it is among the most effective dollars spent by the government. Not only does that money help people badly in need, but it also wins the United States a tremendous amount of goodwill throughout the world, strengthening alliances and making peace much more likely. Yet, Trump’s attack dog (Musk) claimed, without providing any evidence, that USAID was riddled with waste, fraud, and abuse, and closed down the entire agency. And despite a court order telling the administration they could not close down the agency without distributing funds that had already been allocated, reports indicate that the money has not started flowing again.

Obviously, shutting down USAID hurts the United States’ reputation and standing throughout the world, but who does it help? Russia, for one. In the Moscow Times, a government-run newspaper in Russia, a front-page headline welcomed the news of USAID’s demise. Russia not only wants to see America’s standing in the world diminished, but the end of USAID gives them an opening to take over our role as a good Samaritan, stealing the goodwill that once was ours.

Among many other things, the stop to USAID funding affected support for Ukraine’s power grid. Since Russia’s invasion of Ukraine, Putin has targeted Ukraine’s power grid with near constant missile and drone attacks. It is only with help from a USAID grant that Ukraine has been able to keep the lights on. Without our help, Ukraine will plunge into darkness, making it all the more difficult to defend themselves from Russian assaults.

Trump’s Defense Secretary and former Fox News host, Pete Hegseth undermined Ukraine’s position further when he spoke to a group of leaders in Europe and said it was unrealistic for Ukraine to win their war with Russia or to ever go back to their pre-2014 border. He went on to state—as if he has authority to make this decision—that Ukraine would not be admitted to NATO, now or in the future. This was exactly what Russia wanted to hear, and it eroded Ukraine’s negotiating position in any potential peace talks

Hegseth, like many of Trump’s cabinet nominees, was wildly unqualified for the position he now holds. In fact, he is the least qualified Secretary of Defense in our nation’s history. Trump had his choice of any number of qualified people to head the DOD, but he chose Hegseth because he knew Hegseth would do his bidding without question or complaint. And as if on cue, one of Hegseth’s first actions as Secretary of Defense was to begin the abandonment of Ukraine in favor of Russia.

This past week, Trump completed our abandonment of Ukraine when he and Vice-President JD Vance ambushed Ukrainian President Volodymyr Zelenskyy in front of reporters (including a reporter from Russian-state controlled TASS) in the Oval Office. They berated and disrespected Zelenskyy—a United States ally—making it clear that our country’s allegiance had shifted from Ukraine to Russia. It was the most disgusting, shameful act I have ever witnessed done by a U.S. president, and it firmly announced to our allies around the world that the United States, at least for the next three years and eleven months, cannot be trusted. It was an insulting display, and a slap in the face to every person who has ever put on the uniform of the United States military and swore an oath to the Constitution.

So, I return to the original question: Is Donald Trump a Russian asset? I don’t know, but if he were a Russian asset, he’d be doing and saying the exact same things he is doing and saying right now. And it makes me sick to think that we have someone like that in the White House.

Addendum: After I completed writing this post, it was reported that Secretary of Defense Pete Hegseth has informed the U.S. military’s cyber command to “stand down” from all cyber planning against Russia. According to the Trump Administration, the change in policy was an attempt to bring Vladmir Putin to the negotiating table in his war of aggression against Ukraine. But does that make sense? I don’t think so. What I think does make sense is that the change was made to curry favor with Putin and has nothing to do with potential peace talks. The move is just another tick on the side of the ledger that indicates that Trump is owned by the Russians, and as U.S. President, he is working to benefit the Kremlin.

Addendum 2: On Monday evening, it was announced that Trump has cut off all military aid to Ukraine, including aid that was approved during the Biden Administration. This cannot be viewed as anything other than a pro-Putin move, designed to cripple the Ukraine military from defending themselves from Russian aggression. The impoundment of funds earmarked by Congress for Ukraine is almost certainly illegal (under the Impoundment Control Act) and unconstitutional. I don’t think Trump cares. He may get a slap on the wrist from a court some time in the future, but in the meantime, he gives Russia what they want: a weaker Ukraine. Ironically (or not), impounding funds meant for Ukraine to get them to do his bidding is exactly what Trump was impeached for the first time. It’s unlikely (understatement of the year) that the current House of Representatives will impeach him again.

Addendum 3: Another day, another bit of circumstantial evidence. On Tuesday, CIA Director John Ratcliffe announced that the U.S. would no longer share intelligence with Ukraine. The announcement also indicated that the UK would not be allowed to share intelligence either, which is an oddity considering that the Trump Administration does not control UK intelligence services, and I’d have to assume that the Brits do not take kindly to Trump giving them orders. This development is bad for two reasons. First, not sharing intelligence with Ukraine hurts their efforts to fight Russia. Second, intelligence is a two-way street. Ukraine shares information with the U.S. involving Russia military capabilities and equipment specs. By shutting off intelligence channels, the U.S. hurts it’s own intelligence efforts. All so Trump can stay in Putin’s good graces.

Addendum 4: With America’s turn away from Ukraine and toward Russia, and the freeze the Trump Administration put on military aid to Ukraine, our allies in NATO–including Canada, the UK, and Germany–have begun re-evaluating their relationship with the United States. These other countries do not want to share intelligence with the U.S. for fear that the intelligence will find its way into Russian hands. These same countries have begun working on ways they can continue to provide military aid to Ukraine without our involvement, have begun talks to navigate a future without America’s military involvement. This is exactly what Putin has been trying to do for years. Trump was able to accomplish it in just six weeks.

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Should We Feel Compassion for Bad People?

This past February 15 was the anniversary of the mass shooting in my hometown of Aurora, IL. On that day in 2019, six people were killed, including the perpetrator, and seven people were injured, including six cops. The Police Chief in Aurora at that time was Kristen Ziman. If you’re a frequent reader of this blog, you may recognize Kristen’s name from a review I did of her book, Reimagining Blue: Thoughts on Life, Leadership, and a New Way Forward in Policing.

I began following Kristen on social media after the George Floyd murder and have found that she and I have very similar opinions about a number of subjects. But one subject we disagree about is compassion. In this post, I want to examine our disagreement and look at a Facebook post she shared on the sixth anniversary of the Pratt shooting.

Here’s what Kristen said on her Facebook page:

“Yesterday, during my interview with WGN Chicago about the Pratt and Uvalde shootings, I was asked if I’ve reached a point where I feel compassion for the shooters.

“Before the interviewer could even finish the question, I cut in—“No.”

“I don’t care what road led them to that moment. I don’t give a damn about their trauma, their struggles, or their mental health. There are millions of people who have endured horrific circumstances, who battle demons daily, and yet they don’t pick up a gun and slaughter innocent people.

“I don’t feel compassion. I feel rage. And when I think about the families who have to endure another anniversary without their loved ones—the first responders who will never be the same, some carrying scars both seen and unseen—my rage only deepens.

“Today marks another year since the Pratt shooting. Stop and reflect. Mourn the angels stolen that day. Honor the heroes who ran into gunfire, who took bullets trying to stop a coward.

And don’t waste a second of sympathy on the one who caused it.

Let me address the elephant in the room right off the bat. Kristen was there. I was not. Kristen was in the thick of it. She and her fellow cops—many of whom I’m sure she counts as friends—were being shot at. To the best of my knowledge, I didn’t know anyone—cop or civilian—that was in harms way that day. So, when I say I disagree with Kristen’s stand on compassion in this case, I have the luxury of saying it with a certain amount of detachment. I hate what happened that day. I hate that six people, five of them innocent, were killed. But I will never know what Kristen must feel; what she felt that day and what she must carry with her every day since. I’m going to get into my disagreement with her in a second, but don’t think for a moment that I know what Kristen and the other cops went through on that fateful day. I don’t and I never will.

Okay, now that that’s out of the way, let’s talk about compassion. To read Kristen’s words, I can see that she has no compassion for the man who killed five innocent people that day in Aurora (I prefer not to use his name). Instead of compassion, she feels a sense of rage that has only grown since the day of the shooting. As she says, she doesn’t care about the shooter’s background—their trauma, their struggles, or their mental illness. Whatever led them to pick up a gun and take five innocent lives, she doesn’t care. What she cares about are the victims and their families. What she cares about are the cops who put their lives on the line so even more innocents weren’t killed. But she doesn’t care about the perp or what happened in his life that led him to become homicidal.

Truthfully, I can understand her feelings. I don’t agree with them, but I completely understand them. I’ve shared Kristen’s thoughts with other people and some felt the same as she did. They said that the perp could rot in hell and they only hope he felt the same pain he had caused. But other people had a different take. One person said that compassion wasn’t something that was earned by other people but was instead generated by the person feeling the compassion. I compare it to forgiveness, where the person doing the forgiving is the one that benefits from it.

I view compassion that I have for others as coming from a place of love and gratitude inside of me. I have compassion for other people—even bad people—because they are fellow human beings; children of God, just like me. They may have done something horrible, but that doesn’t change the essence of who they are.

Here’s an example. I do not like Jeffrey Dahmer, the serial killer from Milwaukee. He isn’t someone I would ever want to be around. I think what he did is deplorable. But I have compassion for him, for the things he went through in his life, and for the sick thoughts that went through his head and that led him to do the horrible things he did. I absolutely think someone like that should be locked up and kept away from civilized society. But that has to do with justice, not compassion. Justice is what we as a society do to him. Compassion is what we do for ourselves.

Having compassion in no way requires approval of another person’s actions. It does not require a lack of accountability. In fact, just the opposite. I have enough compassion that I want to see someone like Jeffrey Dahmer kept away from the rest of the world. And when we hold him accountable and mete out justice, I want compassion to go hand-in-hand with justice. That doesn’t mean going easy on someone or looking the other way. It means giving them a sentence that is commensurate with the crime they committed. It means requiring that they pay an appropriate debt to society. It should be justice that we seek, not vengeance.

Also, Kristen said she felt rage, not compassion toward the Pratt shooter. Those things are not mutually exclusive. It is possible to feel both emotions, sometimes simultaneously. She also encouraged other to not waste their sympathy on the shooter. That’s fair. Sympathy is not required to feel compassion. As I think about it now, I still feel rage toward the shooter, but I also feel compassion. What I don’t feel is sympathy, so we do have that in common.

I strive to be a compassionate person. I don’t want to lose the ability to see the person behind the monster, although it’s fair to say that I also never want to lose sight of the monster. Monsters need to be punished for the bad things they do. But for my own sake, I hope I never lose the ability to feel compassion for my fellow human beings, as flawed and complicated as they might be.

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A New Book Is On The Way

In 2024, as I was writing my most recent novel, A Thousand Ways Home, a story came to me that I couldn’t shake. I tried to put it out of my mind because I was already working on another story, but the new story kept creeping in. I published A Thousand Ways Home in July 2024 and immediately started work on this new story, which I called The Walls Come Tumbling Down.

It’s not all that unusual for a writer to think about their next book before finishing their current one, but in my experience, this was different. The Walls Come Tumbling Down came to me fully formed. I was ready to start writing as soon as A Thousand Ways Home was published. The story was insistent. It wouldn’t be pushed to the back of my mind. It wanted to be told.

As I started writing, the new story flowed out of me. I don’t want to sound too woo-woo about this, but I felt like I was telling a story that was being fed to me from somewhere else. I’ve never experienced that feeling before, and although it felt a little strange, I have to admit that I liked how easy it was to commit the story to paper. Every book is a challenge. Some take more effort than others. But The Walls Come Tumbling Down seemed to take the least effort of any book I’ve written. Even so, I think it might be the favorite story I’ve told to date. I truly enjoyed writing this book.

The story being told in The Walls Come Tumbling Down involves a professional race car driver who is involved in a nasty accident while trying to qualify for the Indianapolis 500. He suffers severe head trauma which results in him remembering things that never happened, at least not in his life. He remembers being a construction worker in 1980s Chicago, a soldier in World War II, a butler in late 1800s England, and a cowboy in what would eventually become Colorado. When the memories start to take over his present life, they threaten his career and his relationship with his girlfriend.

Writing this story was a very satisfying experience. I’m looking forward to completing the book and sharing it with everyone in March. I’ll keep you posted on my progress.

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How to Manufacture a Scandal

Donald Trump, in the opening days of his second term in the White House, has revealed a huge scandal involving the US Agency for International Development (USAID). USAID is a government program that makes grants, primarily in poor and developing countries. Trump and others in the MAGA movement have been ultra critical of these grants recently, claiming that they take US taxpayer dollars and provide extravagances for foreign countries while Americans go hungry and homeless.

In recent interviews, Trump claimed that USAID was rife with corruption, and said that money from the grants given by USAID was being used for ridiculous purposes, often in ways that end up harming the United States. One of his favorite examples of wasted spending is a grant given to Gaza for $50 million worth of condoms.

Obviously, such a grant on it’s face seems wasteful. Why are we providing condoms to people living in Gaza? And if we’re going to provide condoms, why would we spend so much. After all, fewer than 2.2 million people live in Gaza. The whole premise reeks of mismanagement and the potential for corruption.

The only problem was, it wasn’t true. (It took Elon Musk several days, but he finally admitted it wasn’t true) The grant Trump referred to spent exactly zero dollars on condoms for Gaza. That didn’t stop him from doubling-down, claiming that Palestinians were using the condoms to build bombs, although it wasn’t clear exactly how that was possible.

The controversy brewing up around USAID is a test case for the Trump Administration. It is a trial balloon that Trump and his accomplices hope they can use to dismantle government agencies and institutions, and consolidate power in the Executive.

Author Joel Emery has written about how Trump is using the totally manufactured scandal over USAID, and his writing has been eye-opening. I normally don’t share complete articles from other writers, but I was so impressed with what Joel had to say, I wanted to share it here in its entirety.

Here’s what Joel wrote on 2/8/25:


From Joel Emery:

The USAID “Scandal” and the Playbook of Manufactured Outrage

The dismantling of USAID isn’t about fraud. It’s not about waste. And it’s certainly not about making government more efficient. Instead, it’s a test case for a new era of governance—one where facts are optional, reality is shaped by cherry-picked narratives, and faith in a leader replaces independent sources of truth.

Rather than conducting an actual audit, Musk and Trump have used a familiar tactic—manufacture a scandal, flood the space with selective outrage, and use it to justify dismantling an agency they already wanted gone. It’s an attack on facts themselves—and if it works here, it will be repeated elsewhere.

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Misinformation doesn’t have to be an outright lie to be effective. The most powerful form of disinformation is cherry-picking—taking a real event or number, stripping it of context, and reframing it for maximum outrage.

Take a look at a few of the White House’s official justifications for gutting USAID:

Claim: “USAID spent $6 million on tourism in Egypt.”
Reality: This funding was for education and economic development in North Sinai, not tourism. The grant was announced in 2019 during Trump’s first administration. Stripping away the date and purpose makes it sound like a recent, frivolous expenditure rather than part of an established economic aid initiative.

Claim: “USAID spent $1.5 million to promote workplace diversity in Serbia.”
Reality: This was part of a broader economic initiative to increase job opportunities in Serbia—where workplace discrimination limits economic participation. The program focused on helping businesses grow by improving inclusivity—but was reframed as an ideological “waste” rather than an economic development effort.

Claim: “USAID spent $47,000 on a transgender opera in Colombia.”
Reality: This was not a USAID grant at all—it was issued by the State Department, not USAID. The grant supported an arts program aimed at increasing representation in Colombia’s opera scene. By misattributing the funding to USAID and framing it solely as a “transgender opera”, the claim was designed to provoke cultural outrage rather than discuss arts funding in global diplomacy.

Could an actual audit be conducted on how these funds were used? Absolutely. In a functioning government, there should always be room for debate over whether certain initiatives are priorities or whether they are effective. But that is not what is happening here.

Instead of evaluating whether these programs delivered results or whether better alternatives exist, these numbers were stripped of context and framed for maximum outrage—not to improve policy, but to justify dismantling an agency outright. A real debate would analyze impact and effectiveness, not manipulate selective facts to push a predetermined conclusion.

The biggest red flag? If USAID were truly corrupt, they would be showing full financial audits, not vague accusations.

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If the goal were actually to root out inefficiencies, a proper USAID audit wouldn’t be done in a day or two based on cherry-picked spending line items. Audits—even for small organizations—are lengthy, comprehensive, and detail both strengths and weaknesses.

A real audit would:

  • Be conducted by independent agencies (GAO, OIG, CBO), qualified and experienced leaders, or objective, appointed and vetted contracted individuals or organizations.
  • Use full financial forensic analysis, not cherry-picked line items.
  • Compare USAID to other government expenditures for context.
  • Provide publicly available, transparent findings.
  • Recommend measured reforms, not mass firings.

Real audits include:

  • Positives and negatives—not just failures.
  • Strengths and weaknesses—where the agency is effective and where it isn’t.
  • Successes and failures—not just the failures someone wants to highlight.
  • Annotated findings with full transparency—each claim links back to data.

This takes months, not days—because an audit can’t be done by just extracting data, running it through an algorithm (AI or otherwise), and issuing selective pronouncements. Instead, Musk’s Department of Government Efficiency (DOGE) simply declared USAID “beyond repair” and started shutting it down—no audit needed.

This isn’t about USAID—it’s about eliminating institutions. And if they can do this to USAID, they can do it to the CDC, NOAA, or any other agency that provides inconvenient facts.

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The attack on USAID is just the beginning. If this strategy works, other congressionally created and funded agencies that provide oversight, enforce regulations, or provide objective information will be next.

The same manufactured outrage playbook will be applied to:

  • The CFPB (Consumer Financial Protection Bureau) – Criticized for interfering in free markets and overregulating financial institutions.
  • The SEC (Securities and Exchange Commission) – Framed as an obstacle to economic growth by restricting corporate and investment practices.
  • The IRS – Cast as a weaponized agency persecuting political enemies.
  • The Pentagon – Attacked over spending inefficiencies and social policies.
  • The Federal Reserve – Accused of economic manipulation and globalist control.
  • The DOJ & FBI – Portrayed as corrupt institutions waging partisan investigations.
  • The Department of Education – Framed as a wasteful bureaucracy pushing ideological agendas.
  • The EPA – Blamed for stifling business growth through overregulation.

Each will be misrepresented and undermined not through comprehensive audits and evidence-based reform, but through cherry-picked data, selective outrage, and preordained conclusions that justify dismantling their authority.

The irony? Real audits of these agencies would be fantastic. If the goal were truly efficiency, effectiveness, and responsible governance, independent reviews would be welcomed. A thorough, transparent audit of USAID, the CFPB, the SEC, the IRS, or the Pentagon would provide critical insights for better decision-making. But that’s not what’s happening.

Instead of pursuing genuine oversight and accountability, the administration is manufacturing outrage and using it as a justification to dismantle institutions outright—not to fix them, but to eliminate their independence.

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The final step in this process isn’t just about cutting waste—it’s about removing any part of the government that isn’t directly controlled by the executive branch.

  • No independent oversight.
  • No neutral agencies providing inconvenient data.
  • No checks on power.

This isn’t about USAID—it’s about whether any institution will be allowed to exist outside the direct control of a single leader.

The next time an agency or institution is suddenly declared “too corrupt to fix,” ask yourself:

  • Where’s the full audit?
  • Why is the data missing?
  • Who benefits from removing this institution?

When facts disappear, power takes their place. That’s what’s happening here.

Addendum: One aspect of this attack on USAID that isn’t getting enough press is that it is being led by Elon  Musk, an unelected tech entrepreneur and the world’s wealthiest person. Musk claims that USAID is corrupt, is pushing a far-left Marxist agenda, and is a criminal organization. However, until recently, neither Musk nor Republicans in Congress have had much negative to say about USAID. In fact, Musk’s businesses have been the recipients of USAID grants.

Musk heads up the Department of Government Efficiency (DOGE), an organization created out of whole cloth. This “department” is made up of Musk and six “DOGE Bros” aged 19-24. The Doge Bros are computer programmers, not forensic accountants, some of whom have a history of illegal computer hacking and racist behavior. Only the best and brightest.

It’s odd that Musk and his minions started their supposed attempt to save taxpayer funds by going after USAID, an agency who’s budget accounts for only about 0.5% of the government’s budget. They could have gone after the Pentagon, which is the single largest discretionary item on the US budget and which failed the last seven audits it has undergone, but instead, he went after one of the smallest. Why?

You may be surprised to learn that prior to his assault on USAID, Musk was under investigation by that agency for money his StarLink business received as part of America’s contribution to Ukraine in their ongoing war with Russia. Ironically (or maybe not), Musk has not mentioned anything about the now defunct investigation or the money his company received.

But that’s not all. Tesla and Space X, both Musk-owned companies, were the target of 17 separate open investigations by the Department of Labor. The Department of Transportation had an open investigation looking at Tesla. The Department of Defense was investigating SpaceX, and the Agriculture Department was investigating Neuralink, a Musk-owned company involved in brain-computer interfaces. In every one of these departments, the inspectors general–the very people tasked with investigating and exposing fraud, corruption, and abuse–were fired once Donald Trump took office. Does that make sense?

And despite Musk’s attack on USAID and other agencies, it’s important to remember that Musk himself is one of the biggest beneficiaries of government largess. He received money to help start Tesla, the electric car company, including a $465 million loan from the Department of Energy. Tesla also received government grants that helped the company develop its supercharger network.

Space X, has received more that $18 billion in government contracts over the past decade, helping to grow the business into the world’s largest aerospace company. In fact, in 2025, Elon Musk-owned companies are scheduled to receive $8 million per day in taxpayer funds. It seems odd having one of the biggest individual beneficiaries of government spending also be the one investigating corruption and fraud in government spending, doesn’t it?

The bottom line is, as Joel Emery points out above, actual audits of government departments would be welcome. If there’s fraud or corruption–and there almost certainly is–it should be discovered and addressed. That is done by forensic accountants, not an unelected billionaire and six guys of questionable background. Do the audits, publish the results, and hold wrongdoers accountable. But don’t allow some rando, who just happened to spend more than $270 million to get the President elected, rummage through the government departments, disrupting  their work and tearing things apart. The chaos he’s causing effects real people.

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Life Advice From Jimmy Buffett

Jimmy Buffett lived an enviable life. He spent his days in the sunshine, seemed to always have a good time, played music for adoring fans, and he became wealthy in the process. Love him or hate him, Jimmy knew how to live.

Despite his untimely passing last year, Jimmy left us a few tips on how to live a happy, satisfying life, even as we get older. Here’s what he had to say:


Some advice to others from a fellow aging fella… 😂

  1. “Take naps like they’re happy hour.” Don’t let anyone shame you for nodding off. Naps are nature’s way of giving you a little slice of paradise.
  2. “Remember: sand in your shoes is better than snow in your driveway.” If retirement hasn’t taught you to be a snowbird yet, well, what’re you waitin’ for?
  3. “When in doubt, flip-flop it out.” Ditch the fancy shoes. Life’s too short for anything that’s not comfortable.
  4. “Drink your margaritas frozen and your coffee lukewarm.” Hot coffee’s for people with somewhere to be, sip yours slow and take it easy.
  5. “You’re only as old as the friends you call to bail you out.” Keep a few rowdy buddies around. Who says mischief has an age limit?
  6. “Forget the beach body. Just make sure your hat has a good brim.” Cover up, sunscreen up, and enjoy the beach—life’s better with a good tan and no sunburn.
  7. “Don’t worry about remembering anyone’s name. Just call everybody ‘buddy’ or ‘darlin’.” Works like a charm and keeps the peace.
  8. “Splurge on the good guacamole, your kids can fight over the will.” Why save all the fun for later? Enjoy it now. Life’s short, guac is extra, so live a little.
  9. “If you can’t change it, paint it a wild color.” Bored with the porch? Paint it turquoise. Who says a little color can’t fix the soul?
  10. “Dancing’s for everyone. Just give ‘em a warning if you’re goin’ to do the twist.” Loosen up the hips and keep a sense of humor, you’re never too old for a little boogie.
  11. “Trade secrets for good stories.” At this age, there’s no need to keep all those secrets. Tell those tales, embellish a little, make ‘em laugh.
  12. “Smile lines are just proof you’ve lived right.” Wear those wrinkles with pride, they’re a souvenir from the ride.
  13. “Always carry two things: reading glasses and a sense of humor.” Life’s clearer with both.
  14. “Go barefoot whenever you can.” Life’s more fun with sand between your toes and grass under your feet.
  15. “Tell your kids you’re off to chase the sunset.” They may think you’re joking, but there’s magic in those last golden rays. Chase ‘em, catch ‘em, soak it all in.
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The Five States of Texas

John Nance Garner, known to many as “Cactus Jack,” may be most famous for his time as Franklin Roosevelt’s vice president, but his legacy extends far beyond that. A prominent Texas congressman, Garner was known for his bold ideas and his enduring love for his home state. One of his most audacious proposals was the suggestion that Texas could, and perhaps should, break itself into five distinct states—a notion that has lingered as a fascinating “what-if” in the state’s history.

Garner’s idea wasn’t born from a mere desire for political power. Rather, it was a response to the immense size of Texas and its rapidly growing population. As a legislator and a leader in the House of Representatives, Garner argued that Texas, with its vast landscape and burgeoning cities, deserved far more influence in Washington. His solution was simple: divide Texas into five states, each of which could send its own senators to Congress and gain more representation.

At the time, Garner’s proposal seemed far-fetched. However, it rested on a unique provision in Texas’ admission to the United States in 1845, which granted the state the right to divide itself without requiring the approval of Congress. This clause, included in the joint resolution admitting Texas, set it apart from all other states and made Garner’s suggestion not entirely as wild as it seemed.

The idea of dividing Texas into multiple states wasn’t new, though. In fact, the concept had been debated ever since Texas became a part of the United States. But its roots stretch even further back, to the time before Texas was a state at all.

Texas Before Statehood

Before becoming a state in 1845, Texas had a long and complicated history. In the early 1800s, the land that would become Texas was part of the Spanish Empire. After Mexico won its independence from Spain in 1821, Texas became a part of Mexico. However, tensions between the Anglo settlers who had moved to Texas and the Mexican government quickly escalated. By 1835, the settlers, led by figures like Sam Houston, declared their independence from Mexico, starting the Texas Revolution.

The rebellion culminated in the Battle of San Jacinto in 1836, where Texas forces defeated the Mexican army and captured General Antonio López de Santa Anna. With this victory, the Republic of Texas was born. For the next nine years, Texas existed as a sovereign nation, independent from both Mexico and the United States. It operated with its own government, currency, and military, although it faced ongoing pressure from Mexico to rejoin the country.

Despite its sovereignty, the Republic of Texas struggled to maintain its independence. It was financially unstable, with a large national debt and limited resources. Moreover, the issue of whether to join the United States became a major point of contention. Some Texans, particularly in the east, saw annexation as the best route to economic prosperity and security. Others, particularly in the west, were wary of becoming part of the U.S. for fear of losing their autonomy.

The Texas Annexation and the Four-State Clause

In the early 1840s, as tensions with Mexico remained high, the desire for annexation grew stronger. Eventually, the United States, under President James K. Polk, agreed to admit Texas as a state in 1845. However, the terms of Texas’ admission into the Union were unlike any other state in the nation. In the joint resolution passed by Congress, it was specifically stated that Texas had the right to divide itself into as many as five states, with the consent of its citizens. This unusual provision was included due to the unique circumstances surrounding Texas’ annexation.

At the time, the question of slavery was a major point of contention in U.S. politics, and the addition of Texas to the Union had the potential to shift the balance of power between free and slave states. The clause allowing Texas to divide itself was seen as a way to placate both Southern and Northern interests. By dividing the state into multiple parts, the South could ensure that Texas remained a stronghold for slavery, while the North could avoid giving Texas too much influence in the Senate.

The provision came about largely due to the efforts of Isaac Van Zandt, a prominent diplomat from the Texas Republic. Van Zandt worked closely with Southern senators and representatives to secure Texas’ entry into the Union on favorable terms, including the four-state clause. The clause passed with Texas’ admission to the Union in 1845 and became a part of the state’s legal framework.

However, the idea of dividing Texas was not only about politics. It also reflected the practical difficulties of governing such a vast and remote land. In the years following its annexation, many Texans in the western and northern parts of the state felt neglected by the central government in Austin. The idea of creating smaller states was seen as a solution to these concerns, and some, like Van Zandt, believed that dividing the state would allow for better governance and greater political influence.

Early Attempts to Divide Texas

The notion of splitting Texas into multiple states did not fade quickly. In fact, the idea was seriously considered during the mid-1800s. In 1847, Isaac Van Zandt ran for governor on a platform that included dividing Texas into up to four states. His reasoning was twofold: first, he believed that a divided Texas would wield more political power in Washington, and second, he argued that it would make governing the sprawling state more efficient.

Despite his arguments, Van Zandt did not win the election, and the idea of dividing the state lost some momentum. However, the issue was brought up again in 1852, when a proposal to split Texas along the Brazos River was put before the state legislature. The plan was to divide the state into two parts: one for the eastern and more populous regions, and another for the sparsely populated western territories. The proposal, however, was rejected by a wide margin, as many Texans were unwilling to give up the pride of having a single state.

In the years following the Civil War, as Reconstruction took hold, the question of division resurfaced. Radical Republicans, who had gained control of the Texas state government, proposed creating a West Texas state that would be more aligned with Union ideals. They hoped that this new state would be able to rejoin the Union before the rest of Texas. However, this plan was fraught with challenges. Texans were unable to agree on the details of how to divide the state, and the idea was ultimately abandoned.

The 1920s and 1930s: A Revival of Division Talk

In the early 20th century, as Texas experienced rapid growth and development, the idea of dividing the state resurfaced once again. In 1921, Governor Pat M. Neff vetoed a bill to build a college in West Texas, and in response, a large group of frustrated West Texans gathered in Sweetwater and drafted resolutions calling for the state’s breakup. They demanded that the legislature redistrict the state and build the promised college or face the threat of division.

The proposal, however, did not gain much traction, and it was temporarily quieted when Texas Tech University was established in Lubbock in 1923. However, just a few years later, Garner once again brought up the idea of division, this time in the context of the Smoot-Hawley Tariff of 1930. Garner suggested that a divided Texas could wield more political power in Washington, but his idea was largely dismissed.

The Enduring Legacy of Texas’ Unique Status

Though no serious attempt has been made to divide Texas in modern times, the idea persists as a curiosity in both political and cultural discussions. Over the years, various political analysts and commentators have toyed with the idea of dividing Texas into five states, each with its own political identity. Some have even suggested that such a split could change the balance of power in Congress.

But despite these ongoing discussions, most Texans are fiercely proud of their state’s unity and independence. There’s a deep-seated pride in being part of a state so large and powerful that it could theoretically divide itself at will. This pride is rooted in Texas’ unique history as a former independent republic and its status as the only state with the legal right to divide itself.

As Donald W. Whisenhunt, a Texas native and author of The Five States of Texas: An Immodest Proposal, pointed out, the idea of dividing Texas may be appealing at first glance, but the reality is much more complicated. The state’s vast oil wealth, its major state universities, and its deep-rooted identity make division an unlikely prospect. “Texas is the biggest, the best, and the first,” Whisenhunt says. “That’s a pride that’s hard to give up.”

In the end, while the idea of dividing Texas may remain a captivating thought experiment, it’s unlikely to ever become a reality. The state’s unique history, its cultural pride, and the practical challenges of division all ensure that Texas will remain united, at least for the foreseeable future.

 

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Embracing a Fact-Based Reality

Jonathan Haidt, a social psychologist at the NYU Stern School of Business, recently wrote an article for The Atlantic comparing our currently fractured and fragmented society with what is described in the Bible following the building and ultimate destruction of the Tower of Babel. In his article, entitled “Why the Past Ten Years of American Life Have Been Uniquely Stupid,” Haidt recounts how before the Tower was built, the people were one, sharing a common language, common references, and a common reality. After the Tower was built and then destroyed—some say by God—the people splintered into factions, speaking different languages, using different references, and living different realities.

Sound familiar? Haidt thinks so.

Rather than having a Tower to blame for our current fragmented society, Haidt points the finger of blame at social media. He writes:

“Social scientists have identified at least three major forces that collectively bind together successful democracies: social capital (extensive social networks with high levels of trust), strong institutions, and shared stories. Social media has weakened all three.”

The “shared stories” part of Haidt’s quote jumped out at me. I have been amazed in recent years how people living in the same country, often the same state or city, can have such wildly divergent views of reality. For comparison’s sake, consider the United States during the Vietnam War.

In the late 1960s and early 1970s, Americans got their news about the war from local newspapers, national newspapers, magazines, and TV network news. For the most part, all of these outlets presented a similar view of reality. There were no wild speculations, conspiracy theories, or easily debunked claims about the war, at least not coming from the sources we depended on to shape our reality.

Despite the cohesiveness of our information sources, people drew very different conclusions about the war. Some supported it, some opposed it, but everyone saw the reality of it in the same light. We all saw the video footage, we all heard the same reports, and we all accepted the truth of what we were seeing and hearing.

If the Vietnam War were to happen today, as a society, we could not agree on the reality of the war or the circumstances surrounding it. Some would support it, some would oppose it, some would claim it was being orchestrated by a race of lizard people, some would blame George Soros and other liberal billionaires, some would claim it was nothing more than a conservative plot to distract us from the truth of climate change, and others would swear that the war wasn’t real and was being produced on a sound stage in Hollywood. And all of the claims would have some platform wiling to spread the claim, regardless of whether or not there were facts available to support it. Our reality is fragmented to the point where we no longer live in the same world as our family, friends, neighbors, and co-workers.

The American Founding Fathers may not have envisioned the rise of social media, but they did have a fear for what social media has ultimately wrought. Haidt points to the anger and outrage that social media often produces, and says this about our Founding Fathers:

“It was just this kind of twitchy and explosive spread of anger that James Madison had tried to protect us from as he was drafting the U.S. Constitution. The Framers of the Constitution were excellent social psychologists. They knew that democracy had an Achilles’ heel because it depended on the collective judgment of the people, and democratic communities are subject to ‘the turbulency and weakness of unruly passions’…The tech companies that enhanced virality from 2009 to 2012 brought us deep into Madison’s nightmare. Many authors quote his comments in “Federalist No. 10” on the innate human proclivity toward ‘faction,’ by which he meant our tendency to divide ourselves into teams or parties that are so inflamed with “mutual animosity” that they are “much more disposed to vex and oppress each other than to cooperate for their common good…But that essay continues on to a less quoted yet equally important insight, about democracy’s vulnerability to triviality. Madison notes that people are so prone to factionalism that ‘where no substantial occasion presents itself, the most frivolous and fanciful distinctions have been sufficient to kindle their unfriendly passions and excite their most violent conflicts.”

Even in Madison’s day, there was a concern for “alternative facts.”  In Madison’s day, falsehoods could spread because it was difficult to distribute information based in reality. No wide-spread outlets existed to share the truth of what was going on in the world. Today, with the internet and social media, everyone has the ability to spread their version of reality, regardless of whether facts exist to support the spreaders version of reality or not.

I say all of this as a kind of prelude to the larger point I would like to make about our current fragmentation. Haidt is correct that social media has played a major role in our societal fragmentation, but at least for me, his article paints a picture of us as helplessness victims to an all-powerful social media. I don’t see it that way. Despite social media’s ability to spread lies as well as or better than the truth, the truth is still out there for us to access.

One of the tactics used by the MAGA movement—and voiced by one of the architects of that movement, Steve Bannon—is to “flood the zone with shit.” What Bannon and others mean by that turn of phrase is to overload people with so much information that they don’t know what to believe. As a result, they give up on the concept of truth. Instead, they turn to a strongman—in this case, Donald Trump—and believe whatever he says. They ignore news outlets that say anything against their fact-free beliefs and gravitate toward those outlets that tell them what they already believe. And they continue to follow those outlets, even when the outlets are exposed for spreading falsehoods, preferring to believe a comfortable lie than a difficult truth.

I recently read a social media post that illustrates this point well. It involves a conversation between two men, Dan and Denny. I won’t use their last names because my intention isn’t to shame or expose anyone. I simply want to illustrate what people believe and say when they’ve given up on the concept of truth and have chosen to accept lies rather than seek facts.

The exchange between Dan and Denny started when Dan posted on his Facebook page. His post read:

“Waking up to not hearing my Trump friends say a single word about his tyranny. Shameful!”

In the comments, Dan explained that he had posted the quote to give his Trump-supporting friends a chance to comment on what Dan believed was tyrannical behavior by President Trump. It’s worth noting that Dan is very good about having informed, civil conversations on his Facebook page and calling out people who are rude or who resort to name-calling.

Dan’s friend Denny, a supporter of the President, chimed in with the following comment:

“Ok there’s so much here. 1st of all Dan, I’m lucky if I get on Facebook once a week if not less so that’s why you don’t hear a response from me. I prefer to spend my free time doing other things.

“2nd, he (Trump) is a convicted felon because he was targeted by his political opposition.

“3rd the Jan 6 shit is what it is, shit. We’re there a few bad people there? Yes but not all of them. Whoever they could identify went to jail just because they were there. Insurrection?? Please, like 300 rednecks are going to overthrow the govt. The word was used to make it sound more serious and then Harris compares it to 9/11, Wow! Most of those people were wrongly imprisoned all because they wanted to connect Trump to it. Then Biden pardons the Jan 6 committee. Why? They will still investigate it and investigate the pardons. Biden isn’t pardoned. Dems and the media criticized Trump because they thought he would pardon his family but he didn’t because there’s no reason to pardon. Then Biden pardons his family and many others and silence from the libs and media.

“4th, now this one is so ridiculous. The nazi salute. Have you seen all the pics of about every top democrat doing the same thing? Did you call them nazis? If you watch the video, you will see that when he puts his hand on heart he says My heart is with you. And when he puts his hand out, it’s turned sideways a little. I can’t believe you all still call the right nazis, they aren’t the ones who want socialism. You know he is on the spectrum for autism right? Therefore that’s why he is awkward in many social settings. I’ve seen many people post this salute thing and I just shake my head but when you did it Dan, I was surprised because I just figured you would know it was bs.

“5th, what has he done the 1st 4 days that make him a tyrant?”

“6th, It’s actually quite exhausting constantly reading the same shit, that’s why I don’t get on here that much anymore. Now by the time you respond to this, I might not be back for 5 days or so lol”

The first thing I want to point out about Denny’s response is the way he presents his opinions and beliefs (none of which are really responsive to Dan’s original post) without providing any supporting facts. For instance, he says that the only reason Trump is a felon is because he was targeted by his political opposition. He neglects to provide any support for his statement, and he ignores the overwhelming evidence that contradicts his contention.

Likewise, he claims that the January 6 attack on the Capitol was not an insurrection because it only involved a few hundred “rednecks,” as if the term “insurrection” doesn’t have an actual definition. Again, he didn’t engage with any facts. He simply gave an opinion that, with even the slightest bit of research (i.e., Google) would have revealed that the January 6 attack on the Capitol was not only an insurrection by definition, but it has been held to have been an insurrection by courts across the country.

Let’s dissect Denny’s post, applying facts (as opposed to opinions) about what he had to say.

“2nd, he (Trump) is a convicted felon because he was targeted by his political opposition.”

Donald Trump was convicted of 34 counts of falsification of business records by a court in New York. The indictment against Trump was issued by a Grand Jury, and he was prosecuted in a NY trial court. The jury was made up of his peers, and his attorneys, along with the prosecutor, were involved in selecting the members of the jury.

At trial, Trump was defended by attorneys of his own choosing and was allowed to call witnesses in his defense. Those that testified included his former attorney, the editor of The National Enquirer who was and is his friend, as well as former and current employees of his company. None of his political opponents were involved in the trial. The jury of his peers heard all of the testimony and ultimately convicted him on all 34 counts.

Those who share a belief with Denny that Trump was railroaded by his political enemies often claim that Joe Biden initiated the prosecution. Of course, Trump was prosecuted in New York—his former home and where the crimes took place—and Biden had no authority over prosecutions in New York.

People who share Denny’s belief also often point to the fact that the prosecutor in Manhattan, where the trial took place, is a Democrat. While true, this is hardly proof of Trump being targeted. Alvin Bragg, the Manhattan prosecutor, is charged with prosecuting crimes in his jurisdiction, and despite him being a Democrat, there are safeguards in the system to make sure that prosecutors are not carrying out political vendettas. Could it happen? Sure, but it wouldn’t be easy and there’s no evidence, other than the political affiliation of the prosecutor and the defendant, to suggest that anything untoward happened in Trump’s prosecution.

“3rd the Jan 6 shit is what it is, shit. We’re there a few bad people there? Yes but not all of them. Whoever they could identify went to jail just because they were there. Insurrection?? Please, like 300 rednecks are going to overthrow the govt. The word was used to make it sound more serious and then Harris compares it to 9/11, Wow! Most of those people were wrongly imprisoned all because they wanted to connect Trump to it. Then Biden pardons the Jan 6 committee. Why? They will still investigate it and investigate the pardons. Biden isn’t pardoned. Dems and the media criticized Trump because they thought he would pardon his family but he didn’t because there’s no reason to pardon. Then Biden pardons his family and many others and silence from the libs and media.”

There’s a lot here to unpack. Let’s start with Denny’s claim that people went to jail just because they were there at the Capitol on January 6. Of course, this isn’t true. In round numbers, 1600 people were convicted of crimes for their behavior on January 6. About 1000 were convicted of misdemeanors (trespassing, destruction of property) and about 600 were convicted of violent felonies and/or sedition. It’s important to point out that when I say convicted, I also mean people who pled guilty rather than going to trial.

We all saw the video evidence of what went on at the Capitol on January 6. Despite claims to the contrary, the assault on the Capitol was a bloody, violent affair, with protestors using anything they could get their hands on, including flag poles, fire extinguishers, bear spray, pepper spray, bike racks, etc., to assault police and break windows to gain entry to the Capitol. We also know from Secret Service reports that several protestors had guns with them that day.

There can be no doubt that the people who were arrested and convicted for their actions on January 6 deserved to be prosecuted. Unlike what Denny claimed, they were not just in the wrong place at the wrong time. They were caught on video—often video taken by themselves and posted to social media—committing criminal acts. There is no evidence to back up the assertion that innocent bystanders were rounded up and wrongly prosecuted just because they attended the Stop the Steal rally on January 6.

Was January 6 an insurrection? According to the Oxford Dictionary, an insurrection is “a violent uprising against an authority or government.” Britannica goes a bit further and defines an insurrection as “an organized and usually violent act of revolt or rebellion against an established government or governing authority of a nation-state or other political entity by a group of its citizens or subjects; also, any act of engaging in such a revolt.”

So, at least colloquially, what happened on January 6 meets the definition of insurrection. But what about the legal definition?

Under 18 U.S. Code § 2383—Rebellion or insurrection: Whoever incites, sets on foot, assists, or engages in any rebellion or insurrection against the authority of the United States or the laws thereof, or gives aid or comfort thereto, shall be fined under this title or imprisoned not more than ten years, or both; and shall be incapable of holding any office under the United States.

Courts have held that three elements must be present for an insurrection to have occurred: (1) A violent uprising, (2) Organized resistance to the government or it’s regulations, and (3) Acts intended to disrupt, overthrow, or challenge the authority of the United States.

Notice, none of these definitions or court holdings require that the insurrection be well organized. They don’t require that a certain number of people participate in the insurrection, and they do not require the insurrection to be successful before it can legally be called an insurrection.

So, to Denny’s point, the number of people (redneck or not) is immaterial. His claim that the word “insurrection” was used just to make it sound more serious seems to be nothing more than projection on Denny’s part. In fact, I would submit that Denny’s use of the word “redneck” and his claim that there were only 300 people involved, even though 1600 were convicted of various crimes, is an attempt to downplay the insurrection, making it seem less serious than it actually was. Of course, those are just my opinions. I don’t have any evidence to prove Denny’s motivation or intention.

Denny claims people were wrongly imprisoned because they wanted to connect Trump to it. I assume Denny means Democrats when he uses the word “they” and he means the insurrection when he uses the word “it.”

So, is there any evidence that anyone was wrongly imprisoned? I know some Trump supporters, like Denny, believe that, but I’m not aware of any evidence to support that notion. Of course, Denny didn’t provide any evidence to support his own claim, so it’s hard to know what he is basing his opinion on. What I will say is that courts were involved in all of the trials and plea agreements, and all of the defendants either had legal counsel or the right to legal counsel, which they waived. Prosecutors cannot convict on their own. There are safeguards in place to make sure defendants’ rights are observed. And to the best of my knowledge, no evidence has been presented that would support Denny’s claim of wrongful prosecutions or convictions.

It’s hard to understand, and therefore respond to, Denny’s beliefs about pardons for the January 6 Committee or for Biden’s family. I’m not sure what point he’s trying to make, so I’ll just let that one go.

“4th, now this one is so ridiculous. The nazi salute. Have you seen all the pics of about every top democrat doing the same thing? Did you call them nazis? If you watch the video, you will see that when he puts his hand on heart he says My heart is with you. And when he puts his hand out, it’s turned sideways a little. I can’t believe you all still call the right nazis, they aren’t the ones who want socialism. You know he is on the spectrum for autism right? Therefore that’s why he is awkward in many social settings. I’ve seen many people post this salute thing and I just shake my head but when you did it Dan, I was surprised because I just figured you would know it was bs.

Again, there’s a lot to unpack here. First, did Elon Musk give a Nazi salute? It’s hard to know for sure. He didn’t just do it once, he did it twice. Musk says it wasn’t a Nazi salute. However, far right-wing groups, including Nazi groups in the United States and in Germany, took it to be a Nazi salute. Musk’s own daughter said she believes it was a Nazi salute and that it was done intentionally. So, it’s hard to say with any confidence either way. But I will point out Denny’s certainty that is was not a Nazi salute as well as his lack of fact-based support for that assertion. As with many of Denny’s claims, they are opinions stated as facts, but in truth are not facts. They are unsupported opinions.

I find this next statement from Denny interesting. He says “I can’t believe you all still call the right nazis, they aren’t the ones who want socialism.” This statement indicates that Denny does not know the history of Nazism, the definition of socialism, or both.

Nazism is a far-right political ideology that was embraced by Hitler and the Germans prior to and during World War II. Despite the name of the Nazi Party—The Nationalist Socialist German Worker’s Party—the Nazis were neither socialists nor a party intent on benefitting workers. They were nationalistic, anti-Marx (Karl Marx is considered the father of the modern socialist movement), and racist. On the political spectrum, they were far to the right.

By contrast, socialism is an economic ideology that believes that the means of production and distribution should be controlled and regulated by the people (usually defined as the workers). Marx saw socialism as a necessary step away from capitalism and toward communism. Socialism is far left on the political spectrum.

Contrary to what a lot of Americans have been taught and believe, things like Social Security, Medicare, entitlement programs such as food stamps, the national highway system, etc. are not in and of themselves socialist. They are perfectly in keeping with a well-regulated free-market, capitalist economy. In fact, I would argue that they are mandated by the Preamble to the Constitution that sets out the three main aims of the government as establishing justice, insuring domestic tranquility, and promoting the general welfare.

Never in the history of the United States have we widely embraced a socialist agenda. The fear of socialism has been so overblown in the United States that we still have people stoking those fears even while an authoritarian (some would say fascist) is elected to the presidency. Denny provides a good example of someone who has been trained to (1) fear socialism, (2) equate Democrats and/or liberals with socialism, (3) is blind to the fascist tendencies of his own preferred president, all while not understanding socialism.

I point out Denny’s lack of understanding not to shame or humiliate him, but to point out the willingness of so many to spout a belief or opinion without any factual grounding. Or worse, to believe that their opinion is just as valid as your fact. Of course, that’s a ridiculous belief, but it is one that is held by a lot of people within the MAGA movement.

“5th, what has he done the 1st 4 days that make him a tyrant?”

Although Denny isn’t making a statement here, I take his question to mean that he doesn’t believe that in the first four days of his new administration, Trump has done anything that would be considered tyrannical.

Again, facts matter. As Dan pointed out to Denny, in his first four days in office, Trump signed Executive Orders or otherwise made arrangements to:

  • Suspend a portion of the 14th Amendment that deals with birthright citizenship
  • Offer support for military action to take Greenland and the Panama Canal by force
  • Unilaterally suspend immigration, including canceling appointments with asylum seekers
  • Pardon or commute the sentences of all people arrested and convicted for both misdemeanors and felonies associated with January 6
  • Withdraw from the Paris Climate Agreement
  • Withdraw from the World Health Organization

Despite Dan’s best efforts to engage Denny, he never responded.

It’s been a long time coming, but here is the bottom line point I want to make: Like society as a whole, Dan and Denny are currently living in two different worlds. Dan has chosen to remain factual, allowing the facts to guide his opinions and beliefs. Denny has done the opposite, allowing his opinions and beliefs to override any facts that might inconveniently challenge his world view.

Because of these different ways of engaging with the world, we live in different realities. For the past four years, Denny likely believed that immigrants were pouring over the border, raping and killing Americans, and stealing our jobs. I’ll bet he also believed that our economy was horrible, crime was out of control, our cities were overrun by illegal immigrant gang members, and that Haitian immigrants were eating dogs. The fact that none of this was true likely only made Denny double down on his beliefs and opinions, ignoring any facts that challenged or contradicted his world view.

By contrast, Dan relied on facts to determine what he believed. He did his homework and found out that border crossings were lower at the end of Biden’s term than the end of Trump’s first term. He learned that our economy had rebounded incredibly following Covid and was the strongest in the world. He found out that crime hit a fifty year low during the Biden Administration. He learned that the claims made by Trump that cities like Portland and Seattle had been taken over by gangs and ANTIFA was a lie, just like it was a lie when Trump claimed that Haitians were eating dogs in Dan’s home state of Ohio. And when Dan learned the facts, he formed beliefs and opinions based on what he had learned.

We have been given the powers of logic, discernment, and rational thinking. We don’t have to believe what others want us to believe. We can investigate for ourselves and find the truth. It’s out there. But unlike on X-Files, it’s not that hard to find. We don’t have to live in separate realities. There is one fact-based reality and it’s available to all of us. But until we’re all living in it, our society is going to remain fragmented and our politics polarized.

There’s much more to Haidt’s article than I discussed here. But to me, until we all get on the same page and share a common story, things will not improve. Haidt’s ultimate goal is compromise, which I find strange. How can we compromise with the truth. Should we accept a few lies for the sake of compromise? I don’t think so.

As I said earlier, fact matters. And until we all embrace facts and stop inventing lies designed to explain away our unsupported beliefs we can never have a harmonious society. Because a shared reality—a shared story—is necessary for a harmonious society to exist.

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The 10 Best Books I Read in 2024

For the third year in a row, I read more nonfiction books than fiction. As a fiction writer, that causes me a little bit of angina. I love fiction and I want to read more. But there are also so many interesting things in the world to read about. What’s a reader to do?

It has become a quasi-tradition each year when I list the ten best books I read to also include a book or two that disappointed me. There are four books that come to mind for me this year—two fiction and two non-fiction—that I want to mention as disappointments. But keep in mind, that doesn’t mean they were all equally bad.

The first is Eat Only When You’re Hungry by Lindsay Hunter. It’s a work of fiction, and it was really bad. Lindsay Hunter is a respected writer who I read previously, and  liked. I read her book of short stories, Don’t Kiss Me, several years ago, and remember enjoying it. I wanted to read more from her. But when I picked up Eat Only When You’re Hungry, I was disappointed.

I will say that I have a bit of a history of reading a book, thinking it stinks, and coming back years later to find that I like it. I did that with Hemingway’s The Sun Also Rises. I thought it was horrible when I first read it in my mid-20s. By my mid-30s, it had become one of my favorite books. Perhaps the same thing will happen with Eat Only When You’re Hungry, but I wouldn’t bet on it.

The other work of fiction that disappointed me was All the Demons are Here by Jack Tapper. Tapper, of CNN fame, previously wrote two books that I really liked—The Hellfire Club and The Devil May Dance. All the Demons are Here did not live up to his two previous attempts at fiction. It wasn’t horrible, certainly not as bad as Hunter’s Eat Only When You’re Hungry, but it was still a disappointment.

A nonfiction book that disappointed me was In My Time of Dying by Sebastian Junger. Junger is a terrific writer who is best known for his book The Perfect Storm. That book is exciting and really grips the reader, making it hard to put the book down. Just the opposite is the case with In My Time of Dying. In the book, Junger recounts a brush with death he personally experienced. I’m sure it was a scary situation for him and his family, coming that close to death. But the book doesn’t make us feel the same thing. While reading it, I felt like what Junger was experiencing was at arm’s length and didn’t really invest me in the outcome. Junger tells an interesting story, but not a great one.

Finally, I was disappointed in Wright Thompson book The Barn: The Secret History of a Murder in Mississippi. It pains me to say that because Thompson is one of my favorite writers, and I don’t remember ever being disappointed by anything he’s written, whether in a book or magazine article. It also pains me because I’ve written about the barn (where Emmitt Till was killed), so I was familiar with the story before reading Thompson’s book.

Unlike the other books that disappointed me this year, Thompson’s The Barn is actually very good. It’s meticulously researched and well-written. But for me, it gets bogged down in the weeds too much. There’s too much minutiae and deeply researched, but unimportant, facts. A third of the book could have been eliminated and it would have been a better story. Because it was a Wright Thompson book, my expectations were sky high. Sadly, it didn’t quite reach my lofty expectations.

Okay, enough about disappointments. Let’s get to the good stuff.

This year, my top ten list is split evenly between fiction and nonfiction books. Some of the nonfiction books I read were for research for my own books of fiction. I gleaned some good information from many of these books, but there were only a few that I also really enjoyed.

Here are the ten best books I read in 2024:

10. The Big Book of Reincarnation by Roy Stammen – I have a novel coming out in a couple of months that involves reincarnation, so I’ve been reading a lot about it. Several of the books contained good information, but only Stammen’s told a story interesting enough to make me look forward to reading it. In The Big Book of Reincarnation, Stammen travels with Dr. Ian Stevenson from the University of Virginia, trekking across India investigating people (mostly children) with memories of a past life. Incredibly, during their investigation, they are able to confirm the memories these children are having, and they are able to reunite families, even after death. If you’re not interested in reincarnation, this may not be the book for you. But if you’re a believer, I think you would find it very interesting.

9. And Then She Vanished by Nick Jones – This work of fiction kind of surprised me. I’m always up for a time travel story, but before picking up this book, I didn’t know much about it, so my expectations weren’t too high. Boy, did Jones novel deliver. Jones writes a unique take on time travel, including some of the challenges time travelers would face, which readers rarely think about. In the story, Joseph is at the fair with his little sister when she suddenly disappears. He has no idea what happened to her, and the pain of his loss haunts him for years. As an adult, Joseph learns that he can travel through time, and he uses the opportunity to go back to the day he lost his sister, to save her from whatever fate befell her. But what he encounters in his attempt is more difficult than he anticipated. For the last few years, each of my top ten list has included a time travel novel. This year, that novel is And Then She Vanished.

8. Spaceman of Bohemia by Jaraslav Kalfar – Reading the Spaceman of Bohemia was a strange experience. I don’t mean that the story the novel tells is strange, although it certainly is, but the experience of reading it was strange. Let me explain. When Spaceman from Bohemia is good, it’s really good. There were several times I was lost in the story. But when it got slow, it got really slow, causing me to lose interest. The book was interesting enough that they made a movie out of it. Spaceman starring Adam Sandler came out on Netflix in 2024. On the other hand, the movie got a 50% rating on Rotten Tomatoes, so maybe it wasn’t all that interesting (I haven’t seen it). The plot of the book involves an astronaut who left a troubled marriage behind to go on a long space flight. Six months into his mission he begins to question his marriage, when he discovers a mysterious space creature on his ship who can read his thoughts and talk to him about his relationship with his wife. If you’re into absurdist science fiction (I’m usually not), you may enjoy Spaceman from Bohemia.

7. Pronto/Riding the Rap/Raylan by Elmore Leonard – Elmore Leonard was such a terrific writer. He wrote a ton of books, including a few different series. His Raylan Givens series–which these three books come from–was turned into the FX TV series, Justified, then rebooted as Justified: City Primeval. The old Justified series was really good. I’m not so sure about the new series. There has only been one season, so I’m withholding judgement. The three books—Pronto, Riding the Rap, and Raylan—are all typical Elmore Leonard reads. They’re gritty, sexually-charged, exciting, and violent. And they all have Leonard’s trademark punchy dialogue. I’m not sure I could pick a favorite out of the three. They’re all good, and all quintessential Leonard.

6. Under The Banner of Heaven by Jon Krakauer – I have to make a confession about this book. When I bought it, I thought I was buying another book. Krakauer also wrote a book called Into Thin Air about the death of mountain climbers on Mount Everest. I got the titles mixed up and bought Under the Banner of Heaven by mistake. Thankfully, it turned into a happy mistake. Instead of reading about mountain climbing, I read about the rather dark history of the Mormon church. Krakauer is a terrific nonfiction author who really digs into a story and gets people who would prefer to remain quiet instead talk to him, spilling the inside information on scandals and controversies. That’s exactly what he did in this case, getting people who are currently inside the church, as well as those that were once inside and are now excommunicated, to talk about the history and the sins of the church and church members. The book is interesting and tells a tale of enlightened piousness, murder, and deceit. I still want to read Into Thin Air, but I’m glad I stumbled onto Under the Banner of Heaven.

5. The Good Life by Robert Waldinger & Marc Schulz– Waldinger is a professor at Harvard and he and Schultz are in charge of The Good Life study that has been going on for decades and through generations. The purpose of the study is to determine what makes a happy, fulfilling, good life. I don’t mean for this to be a spoiler, but you may be surprised to learn that things like money, power, prestige, and position don’t lead to a fulfilling life. So, what does? In a word: relationships. The most obvious relationship that leads to a happy life is a marriage. Married people are generally happier than single people. People who have a close relationship with their kids are happier than those that don’t. And people who surround themselves with friends and loved ones are happier than those that don’t have friends or who live far from their friends. All of this remains true, regardless of how much money the person makes, how much power or prestige they have, or what position or status they hold. It’s relationships that make all the difference. I found The Good Life fascinating, learning about the people involved in the studies, the lives they’ve lived, the relationships they’ve had, the relationships they’ve lost, and how it has impacted their happiness. If you want to read about what really leads to people living a goof life, I highly recommend The Good Life.

4. The Great State of West Florida by Kent Wascom – If you know much about Florida, you know that the panhandle—that stretch of land that juts out to the west at the top of the state, is unlike the rest of Florida. In fact, it has more in common with Alabama. But years ago, Alabama conceded the panhandle to Florida, believing that the land was worthless. Residents of the panhandle carry a chip on their shoulders, feeling rejected by Alabama, but not really a part of Florida. As a result, many years ago, a group of secessionists tried to start their own State of West Florida. Although the attempt failed, the spirit remains. Fast forward to 2026 and the Wolcott’s, a family of rowdy outlaws and dreamers, is once again leading the charge to liberate West Florida and create their own kingdom. The Great State of West Florida tells an entertaining story that takes place in a world that is barely different from our own, but grows more realistic every day.

3. How to Not Die Alone by Logan Ury – I’ve been reluctantly single for most of the past twelve years. During that time, I have experimented with several online dating sites, and I don’t have much good to say about any of them. I was commiserating with my friend Diana last winter when she recommended Logan Ury’s book, How to Not Die Alone. My expectations were low, but I was pleasantly surprised. How to Not Die Alone is part online dating guide and part relationship advice. Although Ury is thirty years younger than me, the vast majority of her advice applies to a 20-something as much as it does to someone my age. The one thing that has really stuck with me about the book is the fact that, while most of us think we know what we are looking for, very few of us actually know. Her advice: be open-minded. She uses her own experience as an example. She was certain that she was looking for a physically fit, tall, handsome man with thick dark hair and a brooding personality. She found guys that met that criteria, but they all treated her poorly and really weren’t that into her. So, who did she find happiness with? A shorter guy with thinning red hair and an average body. But she and her new love had a lot in common and he treated her well. They’ve been together for several years now. Thanks for the recommendation, Diana!

2. Shoulder Season by Christina Clancy – I went to a book fair in my little Wisconsin town this past year and I ended up in a seminar with Wisconsin author Christina Clancy. Prior to the book fair, I was not familiar with Clancy, who formerly taught at Beloit College. But I was impressed with the talk she gave, and we spoke briefly about her books, Shoulder Season and The Second Home. Because Shoulder Season takes place in Wisconsin, at the former Playboy resort in Lake Geneva, I decided to give it a read. The book tells the story of Sherri, a Lake Geneva local who is hired at the Playboy Resort and falls into the glitz, glamour, and party lifestyle of the resort employees. The book follows Sherri as she goes from a backwards, innocent yokel to a mature, worldly woman scarred by her experience, but wiser for it. I thoroughly enjoyed Shoulder Season, and I’m looking forward to reading The Second Home, as well as her forthcoming novel, The Snowbirds.

1. Tailspin by John Armbruster – I’m a sucker for a good World War II story, and Tailspin is an exceptional World War II story. The book tells the true story of tail gunner Gene Moran, who’s plane was shot out from under him. He fell out of the plane and through the sky without a parachute…and he survived. Moran was captured by German troops, his body battered and broken. He endured eighteen months in a prisoner of war camp, including surviving a 600-mile death march across central Europe. After the war, he returned home to Soldiers Grove, Wisconsin and, as best he could, tried to live a normal life. He married, had nine kids, and he never spoke about his experiences from the war. That is until a local history teacher, John Armbruster, hears the amazing story of Gene falling out of a plane with no parachute. John is amazed, and convinces Gene to talk about his experience. They begin meeting once a week to talk.  At first, the going is slow. Gene is reluctant to revisit the pain he has kept hidden for nearly seventy years. At the same time, John’s wife is diagnosed with brain cancer. As John is telling Gene’s story of pain and survival, his own story of illness and loss is unfolding. Reading Gene’s painful story while John is living his own made for an emotional but wonderful read. Tailspin is the best book I read in 2024.

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If This is Wrong, I Don’t Want to be Right

Following the 2024 Presidential Election, I unplugged for a while. I spent much less time on social media, I stopped watching news programs and reading political articles, and I stopped writing on the blog. I needed a break from what was an intense, eye-opening, and disappointing campaign and election season, and I didn’t feel much like working on any extracurricular writing.

The truth is, I don’t know if how I’ve been living the past few months is the right way to live. For a democracy to succeed, I think citizens need to be informed and involved. In fact, I’d say one of the reasons the election turned out the way it did is because too many citizens were uninformed. I think we need to push back when lies are told by people asking for our vote and challenge those that would dismantle our democracy for their own gain.

Even so, I don’t like feeling tense and pissed off all the time. I don’t like hearing about the chaos and outrageousness going on in the government, and I don’t want to jump back into the fray arguing about politics. So, at least for now, this is how I plan on living.

Although I don’t miss the political arguments and misinformation, I do miss writing about things that are on my mind or otherwise interesting to me, then sharing my writing with my friends. So, while I’m going to avoid political issues for the foreseeable future, I will be sharing my writing on Facebook and on my blog again. I’ll be writing about books I’m working on, history I find interesting, motivational articles, and maybe even some things going on in my personal life. I hope I write some things you find interesting and want to engage with.

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